Hi everyone,
I’m not sure how to start this post. It’s a challenging post to write. I don’t expect everyone to be happy with my decision, but after all, it is mine to make.
It was a bit bizarre to wake up one day and realize that I no longer have the drive to improve my Spanish (a drive that had not failed me for ten years straight, mind you). I tried to rekindle the spark by starting a new language, but that didn’t work. I know that motivation isn’t necessary to keep studying--you can muscle it(1) with discipline. But here’s the thing: I have no substantial reason to keep learning. If I needed(2) motivation or discipline, I could generate it. But I don’t… so I won’t.
But what does this mean for(3) you?
Well, for starters, I’ll be taking a break from Journaly for at least a month, maybe longer but not shorter. Some day in early May, I will begin my break. Until then, feel free to spam me with messages and whatnot. But this isn't my last post.
I have three posts to write before my break.
- A Spanish translation of this post
- UX recs: Recommendations for a smoother UX (User Experience) on the Journaly website. (I actually changed plans here.)
- An “interview” with @Cocopop. I plan to pick his brain(4) on(about) being bilingual from birth and the field(5) of editing. I miiiiiiight translate the questions and answers into Spanish as well; I’m not sure yet. Links: Questions, Answers Part 1, Answers Part 2: https://journaly.com/post/38302
Finally, I harbor no hard feelings toward anyone here. It’s been a fun ride(experience). If you have anything to tell me, you’re very welcome to say it! I don’t intend to leave you hanging(6).
Best wishes,
JGComm
Appendix
- muscle it = to force a process or method to work while relying on a less-than-ideal source of willpower or energy. This is a very uncommon phrase that I might have hallucinated into existence.
- In this case, the hypothetical is expressed as "needed" instead of "would need." I don't know why. You can ask Cocopop why.
- What does this mean for you? = How does this affect you? vs What does this mean to you? = How do you interpret this?/What emotional connection do you have with this?
- Pick [sb.’s] brain = ask many detailed questions
- Field = industry, career
- Leave [sb.] hanging = abruptly exit without having resolved relevant issues/duties
Hi! Who are we to judge you and your decisions? Thank you for your engagement, useful advice, and insights you shared here. I look forward to reading your next posts, no matter how many there will be.🤝
Thank you, Daria! You've been very encouraging to me during my time here. Wishing you the best.
I appreciate that you provided so much feedback. Thank you for your kindness. I have to admit that I'm going to miss your feedback and posts. Best wishes to you.
Thank you, Akiko. I'm glad my feedback has been helpful. Wishing you the best.
Keeping your motivation for 10 years is so impressive, you surely deserve a break. I've taken many breaks for years and years😂 I just wanted to thank you for all your help🙏🏻 and this platform should be thankful to have a such a contributing user🥇Take care, and hopefully we see each other again.
Thank you for your kind, encouraging message, Lariza-san! Best wishes!
Just wanted to say, I hope I'm not too late in expressing this, but I truly appreciate all the help and support you've given me since I signed up here. Thank you so much! Cheers. Wishing you best of luck!
You’re alright, Mars! May is almost over, and I’m back!