Every evening, I struggle with writing my daily post here. I don't have any new ideas or things to tell. It's the same daily routine.

The only update is that I had the webinar yesterday. It went well, apart from the repeated disconnection I faced. I was super happy up to this noon. Now, I'm not anymore. Darkness crept over me.

I don't have the motivation to start writing something new or the power to finish one of the incomplete topics.

Many movies are on my to-watch list, but I haven't seen any in more than five months.

Every day, I say tomorrow will be different, but tomorrow is never different. How I expect tomorrow to be different if I'm not doing anything differently. When I do, it's a one-off.

I'd very much like to travel abroad, but I can't afford it. I was looking to travel locally through volunteering which I've done sporadically for over two years. I usually volunteer in exchange for accommodation and food. I sent offers to two hosts. Their responses were quite positive and they expressed that they would love to have me. However, later, they apologized and said; at this stage, they can't host me. I wonder what the reason of changing their answers! I suspect it had something to do with me being an Egyptian woman.

Now, I'm stuck at home, not traveling abroad or locally. Not even writing something intriguing!