I had friends, at the university. My parents always told me "They aren't your friends; they're just classmates". I did many tasks of them because I'm so apply, and I had not problem with this. We only argued one time, and that was enough for them to stop speaking to me altogether. I apologized to them many times (because I did something wrong), but they didn't want to speak to me again.

Somebody told me "if they're your friends, they'll apologize to you, and everything will be like before"... Well, that didn't happen. Also, we met one time after our argument, and they introduced me to their new friend. They told me that she was like their soulmate. That made me feel so bad. I thought they'd always be there for me.

So, now I have no friends... sometimes I miss talking nonsense, going out for walk, laughing,... but okay, that's is my reality now. I have my husband and some family here, but they're so busy all time. All of them have their own friends; even my husband. I tried to post stuff in many Reddit communities, but they always delete them.