I'm writing today to tell my English not to leave. It’s still the apple of my eye. There’s no reason for it to be jealous of French. There’s room in my brain for both of you. You're the big brother, and French is the toddler. I’ve been paying more attention to French because it needs help learning to walk. Yes, I'm neglecting you, but just for a short time. Your brother will grow up soon and then you two will be able to play together. Just wait. It won't take long. I really miss you.