Once I wrote about “amor fati”, which means to love your fate in latin. Honestly, I never truly believed in this kind of thing even when I wrote about that. I don’t know what my fate would be - except for the death - and we can’t love something we don’t know.

To fall in love, I’m not talking about falling only to someone and neither just in a romantic way but in a broader way, is too easy. Sunday I was watching a movie and at some point the main characters said to each other “I love you”. At first, I thought it was a little bit impossible to fall in love so fast like this, however it wasn’t. I listen to songs, read full books or just poetry quotes and in a blink of an eye I feel in my heart I fell in love for them.

I love this feeling of connection and lately - or maybe for most of my days - I had it only with art and few people. I can write my thoughts, listen to songs I relate to or read poems that was write many years before I was born and those things mean a lot to me. I feel lonely but I have art.

I hope my fate is art so will be easy to love it.

It's been almost one year since my last post. Welcome to me again!

Thank you for reading,

R

film photografy by Josefina Bonavina*