back to the boredom
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back to the boredom

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Dear Diary,

there was an art work created by a classmate of mine, it was an audio piece, in the narration it said something like this: "It has been a long time since I last time felt bored, and I'm waiting for the boredom to come back to me..."

Somehow, I felt so touched by this phrase that it keeps coming back to me after two years.

I really missed the feeling of having plenty of time and not knowing what to do. When I was a child, the time belonged to me. I don't need to worry if I was doing nothing. The time is just there, unlimmited.

But now that I'm older, it seems like there's always a better way to spend my time than what I am doing at the moment. I'm always unsatisfied, unsure, worried about if I've make use of all the time, make GOOD use of it.

How is it possible to make good use of time, all the time? and who defined what's good or bad?

I really really missed the time of boredom, of nothingness.

Hautha

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