I’m 42, and still figuring out what I’m supposed to do.
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I’m 42, and still figuring out what I’m supposed to do.

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lifestyle
time management

The fact that I’m still finding out where I belong sometimes makes me happy and sometimes not.

Oftentimes it feels like I have lots of goals, dreams, and things to achieve and my life will never be boring, and full of adventure.

However, sometimes I feel exhausted and want to give up everything that I’m trying to do, especially when I’m feeling a bit under the weather.

In Japan, and probably in many other countries, it seems most people start to settle down in their 30s at the latest.

But the sense that I’m not supposed to be here always makes me work harder and think deeper, and I haven’t even had time to enjoy my life for so many years. Since I’m always feeling I still haven’t gotten to the point where I’m supposed to be, I’m more likely to say to myself, “Not yet, not yet. It’s too early to enjoy.”

Does my way of thinking sound strange? I would like to know if there is someone who thinks like me.

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