Today topic is game addiction. I am stucked in the phenomenon nowadays. Even though I do not play games per three or four hours every day, I feel not be able to stop playing it. This is important to me. Due to the such powerful force, I've been not enjoying enough, I love that though. However, now I'm trying to enjoying the hobby that I love but wasn't able to stop for me.  

Until recent days, I think me as a person who strongly desires efficiency and productivity. When I played something which is not related to my future, I used to feel guilty like "I have to this first, and after that, I can play" like that. This morning as I woke up, I thought some ideas about that for a little bit. I reckon that I treat myself as the way, not a kind way but just fixed and stubborn. You can say it's about perfectionism or anxiety disease or being afraid of taking a risk and responsibility. Somehow, It's not critical what it is. The thought I'm trying to hold and think is a direction of my life.  

Yes, I know. It's not a easy thing to handle and action. I'm going to ask myself during playing games such as "Do you stop it right now?" and "You can enjoy more if you want." I hope to be more soft and kind for me. haha :)

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