In the part 3, I told you, after I allowed that entity possess my body, I was making movements with my arms. Those were not random movements. As I said these movements began trying to "open" my forehead, after that, I got started as if I was "cleaning myself with soap". First started with each one of my arms, then belly and for the end, each one of my legs. "I wiped out" all the dirt from my body. I was aware of this movements, I could stopped it. However I didn't want, I let them flowing.
Mean while, I was hearing songs, playing in the sound box. They were like east/ Hindu songs and that songs was annoying me. The entity command me to tell them: "Say to them, you are son of Oxu. Ask to them play songs to honor Oxu!". I woke up and opened my eyes and called one of the team support member and I asked him to play songs to honor Oxu. He said, he didn't know who was "Oxu" ( In a future post, I'll provide some notes about "Oxu".). So, the entity voice in my head said give up! they don't know Oxu. You are at the wrong place will be at the Candomble temple you are going to feel the force.
I laid down again with my eyes closed and I started taking pills from the air (I couldn't see them, I just knew), then I opened my mouth I started pulling something out, like a thread, as if I was taking from my stomach. I have not idea how long lasted all these stuff, But I'm sure was not less than two /three hours. After all of that, I got really sick, I opened my eyes, and ask for a member of the support team bring some glass of water, after I drank it. I took the bucket beside my mattress and I vomited a lot. The vomit was weird, It was really black like Coca-Cola and a little thick.
I was analyzing my vomit and thinking. What I had eaten to vomit something like that? But, i didn't think too much because I threw my head back on the mattress and closed my eyes again. I felt or I saw like I was in a really dark room, I couldn't see anything beyond darkness. When I heard again the Elementary's voice:
- "you are a snake, your animal is a snake".
- I replied like: "I'm not a snake, I don't like snakes. Snakes are cheater, false".
- "You see it and judge with modern eyes; See it though with past eyes".
I refused, repeatedly, to be a snake or compared to it. That "dark room" became silent and I realized that more I affirmatively refuse, more I was close to be back to "reality". I was like waking up. Actually, I wanted to keep that altered state of conscious for a little more. I was there for getting some information about my mum. So, I couldn't "be back" with out any.
So, I started saying: "I'm a snake, I accept the snake inside me" over three times. When suddenly in a blink of an eye. I was in the middle of forest, it was night I could see a quiet starred cleaned sky. There were tall trees, I saw stone and rocks around me on the ground. But, I realized I was not seeing by the human's eyes point of view. I was having look at around by the point of view of a huge yellow serpent. I was a serpent at that moment.
Well, I'll keep the final part of my story to the next post. Given the length of this one. See you :-)
title: My Ayahuasca Experience - Part 4: The Serpent Encounter