Today I felt good. I helped a lot of people with their Spanish on LangCorrect, and that made feel useful and focused. Being in front of my laptop helped me to stop overthinking about my isolation.
I discovered that, when I want to, I can be very diligent and productive. Also, I enjoyed going for walks with my husband; such walks give me peace and a chance to enjoy fresh air.
I though about my family. Sometimes I feel that they only come to me when they need something, and use my parents as intermediates. It isn't that I don't love my family, but I need to set boundaries. I can't solve everything.
Today has been a day without tears or negative thoughts. I laughed when I read people saying that they only want to learn "Mexican Spanish" and not "Spanish", I find it absurd and funny.
I'm grateful for being calm and productive as well. Tomorrow, I want to go to the gym, move forward, and leave behind what I don't need to carry with me.
Me alegro de que te sientas mejor. La vida tiene sus altibajos, ¿no?
¡Hola! Gracias por correcciones, las tendré en cuenta. Y sí creo que la vida es igual para todos, y el ejercicio de escribir mis pensamientos, que alguien me lea, se siente liberador. Me gusta mucho.