I had a meltdown today, but fortunately I managed to find my way back to myself. The situation that I am stuck in keeps ruining my self-esteem so that I often feel helpless, but there is no other way out of this situation than to learn to accept myself, defend myself, and get rid of people who shamelessly try to ruin me and my life. Even though the situation is difficult, there is a way to go out of it with more confidence, more self-respect, and more understanding of myself. Difficult doesn't mean defeat and failure; it rather means it is a time to fight for myself and keep finding new paths even though it seems there is no path that I could follow that leads to peace, courage, and strength. All of these qualities are not the end goal; they are not the prize that you get at the end of the fight; they are rather qualities that you find in yourself if you dare to follow the path towards better yourself and better life.