I don't know whether what I am doing with a particular situation in my life is right or wrong, or should I say, I keep doing nothing, keep ignoring it, and I tend to think that it is rather the wrong way to deal with the situation. Anyway, I also keep doing positive things in my life and keep learning, because to deal with the situation successfully, I desperately need to shift my mind and start seeing certain things differently. I think that there is no other way to do it rather than staying physically and cognitively active, because otherwise I will lose control over my life completely and get extremely depressed, and that's not the way I want things to develop. So, even though I am facing the particular problem that keeps draining the positive energy out of my life, I keep staying productive and positive; I keep hoping that I will find a solution to the problem very soon.