Although I have thought to apply to a position in NPO, I have hesitated a sense of incongruity and quited.

I was surrounded a lot of people who were called "minority" and I spent with them in most of my life. We didn't have any exceptional, and we were blessed in daily lives, but people of NPO regard we are minorities who need helps from them.

Just on this attitude is a true reason of uncomfortable and difficult to love thought in my past life.

Adults who copped us poorly was a religious group in my childhood. They heard our "misfortunes" from anywhere and they suddenly visited our home. No one invited them, but they sitdown in living room long time to make a solicitation to my mother and it was very bothersome for me.

At that time, I had golden fishes next to the living room. To care the golden fishes and to watch swimming them made me happy. The golden fishes couldn't get feeds, I also didn't eat dinner, and my blessed time with my golden fishes were taken away because of them.

We were already blessed sufficiently in our lives even if they didn't visit us.