I was watching the interview of Brian Greene, whose book I'm currently reading in Russian, and I was struck by his words about science. The interview was not so easy to understand, but he said the same words about science in his book. I don't remember what he exactly said, but he mentioned science in connection with the idea of thinking differently about things. And that's exactly what I'm so longing for. I have been stuck in a very depressive way of thinking about this world and about myself for many years, and I've finally understood that my previous worldview didn't let me live my life the way I want to live it. I need to build up the new worldview from scratch, and I've been searching for another way of looking at myself and at the world around me. And I think that nothing can be compared with the scientific worldview. Probably it's obvious, because what else can explain the things in a way that can be closer to reality, to the core understanding of things? What can be more beautiful than to try to look at the world from another point of view that is not so incoherent and dark as my previous worldview has been? I'm starting to change; I long for the change of my worldview that will explain to me the science behind the things that previously were so ununderstandable  and caused only fuzziness in my head. I want to change and find the new way of thinking about things with the help of science, because the change can only be made with the help of science. The change is the beauty of science. Alternative worldviews are stable in a negative way, conservative and backward-looking. They don't give you an opportunity to change your worldview because they are based on so-called truths that are not supposed to be changed but rather are supposed to be stubbornly followed. Freedom and change are the fundamental basis of science, and there is the true beauty that can be found only in science.