I don't know of what else I can write. My life was not so interesting, and not so dramatic. But this story I will remember forever. Of course, at these hard times of war, covid, and many other shitty stuff, emotionally I can't remember exactly how this happened, but I will try. (It will be only intro, later I will write more, and it is my first time on journaly)

Ok, let's start. This story begins in the big city, with my first days in college. I was a very stupid boy, from small village, hard to say, but I even didn't know how to use toilet right. And my village is full of cows, chickens, pigs and sometimes very drunk and sad people. That why I was very scary about the big city. (Funny to write these words now). In my first days in college I didn't communicate with anyone. It was a question of time, when I would change. And it's time started when I found my first job. After that I changed, and I think - lose the warmest part of myself.

And let me describe her. First I saw her was on the bus - short girl, with a big blue eyes and long blond hair. "Hello", only this I can say to her, and starts walking very fast to a students hostels. She walks very funny, not like normal people, especially when she tries to be fast. That's why I always can easily find her in the crowd. I can't describe it - just believe. Plump cheeks and lips, not much, just to emphasize the beauty. And very friendly voice. Oh, this was hard for me, to say words to here. With big trembling and beating heart I return to room and fell in bed.

It was our first year together at the university. Day by day was the same...