Hello everyone.
Today I would like to share you my point of view about loneliness and how it affects me.
Now I am sitting in the room all alone and it seems to me that I feel something maybe named loneliness. It's strange for me texting my thoughts because they are only in my head generally.
So, where were we? I've wanted to tell you about this feeling known to everybody. For someone the word "loneliness" sounds like a disease or something people want to overcome , sense of needless , enormal desire to be with anyone despite of quality of receiving conversation. Such person thinks that he is lost and nobody wants to be with him. But ,as for me, loneliness is the condition where you realize that you are unique , independent and if you are like me, does not desire to meet anyone. While you have been sitting alone for enough time and feeling comfortable, the possibility is becoming higher that you wouldn't want to be with anyone else. The independence hugs you from all sides.You start to think that all around you are stupid , only a herd whose playing a definite role in society.
But... maybe you don't think like that. I' m willing to admit that it can be only my own thoughts that have been chasing me from childhood. I don't want to say " I'm over people, I'm the best", I simply recognize that I don't like most people and they scare me. For example, when I talk with my friend everything is okay I'm sociable and attractive but if someone comes to us , I' ll be quiet and sad , because I won't receive all the attention which I think I deserve.
The reason of my loneliness is not a lack of people. I have them enough I 'm tired of non-stop talkings sometimes. It occurs when i am alone and understand that I don't know what I want from me,my life and what are my wishes? I am always busy because of studying and not much time to relax and when I have some and nobody is here, I see clearly that I am really exhausted and it leads to depression and loneliness. A lacking of myself.
P.s if you like it ,write me about this or suggest other topics which I would discuss.
Quite the interesting topic you picked! Loneliness is tricky and can greatly vary depending on people. I personally enjoy it, because I get tired quickly from social interactions, and I like to do things on my own, but I can understand why some people would feel the need to always be surrounded. I corrected a couple of mistakes you made, but I left some aside because I wasn't sure how to comment on them and I'd rather have natives give you advice than having me tell you something wrong. Keep up the good work, it's quite well written and I could easily understand you.
You bring up interesting points about loneliness. I understand how some people love being alone, it is relaxing, and how they can feel uncomfortable with other people who conform to a crowd. But I noticed with the government shutdowns a couple years ago, when there were no children running in the playgrounds screaming and being generally nasty to each other that I actually missed that wild energy. I started realizing that it did not matter whether I liked other humans or not, I needed to feel the life-force of people surrounding me. It was one of those things I didn't realize I needed until it was gone.