Putting all together
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Putting all together

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So, I struggle a lot in doing things consistently.

I've tried infinite approaches in order to do at least one thing every single day. But so far, nothing has worked.

Abilities I must learn before the year ends:

  • Web development
  • Advanced skills in the Python language
  • Advanced skills in lucid dreaming
  • Ability to communicate and understand the English language well
  • Communication in general

  • I must also develop a daily meditation routine along with an exercise plan.

Obviously, all these things require consistent practice.

There's no time to waste, I must start today.

So what I'm supposed to do to keep going no matter what?

I honestly don't know. I've tried everything! Now, I'm just tired.

I'm done trying to find a way. I have all the motivation needed: my family, my future, my dreams, my stupid past, ... That's all I was supposed to need in order to keep going, but yet I'm still here, "TRYING".

Maybe my brain is just full of dopamine thanks to my addiction (which is the main problem) and so the things that give a little amount of it are harder to do.

But I said I'm done trying!

The real problem is that addiction! Well, believe me when I say I hate myself for being weaker than this shit.

So the problem is me being weaker than that high concentration of dopamine

can't stop trying

[ 4 ] DAYS WITHOUT ACCIDENT

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