Today I've been studying history, listening to what the teacher said, certainly he has some controversial thoughts, which I don't agree with. But I'm grateful of the fact that I'm learning more, and understanding more. I need to be able to be open to different opinions in order the grow, and independently of the teacher's opinion, I'm understanding a lot of things about why some things happen, about the future and the past, and I feel more the right to give an opinion without being an ignorant, understanding what is behind of what is happening.

History is so useful, and I feel I'm finally learning something helping for my life. I felt wrong with the fact that I haven't been learning so much in the past few years, because I've been procrastinating with university, failling courses and not having any motivation to study, but since these days I've been learning, I feel great about it, it does feel good to learn new things.

I've been studying Korean by my own and it motivates me a lot, now I'm studying history, and at least I learn something about "probabilities" and a little of "signals and systems", but I could've studied more for that. But the more I learn, the more I feel motivated to study, independently if what I'm learning is related or not of what I should be studying, because I'm getting use to the idea that learning itself is a pleasure, a thing that I've forgotten with my lack of motivation. I will keep learning Korean even if I believe I don't have time for it, because learning motivates me as a whole, and the fact that I'm studying without thinking about a getting a certain grade, gives me back the idea of studying to learn and not for the grades.