I saw him today. I searched for him in the crowd and saw his face, and I felt so happy.

There's just something special about him: the way he talks, his laugh, the way he teases his friends, the way he is socially awkward, the way he listens to me explain biology even though I feel like he takes no interest in it. The way he looks at me while I just dump random information about my life he never really asked for, the way he waits for me to enter the bus until we part ways.

His fluffy, curly dark hair, his beautiful arms and body, his slightly hooded eyes, the face he makes when he lets me bite his arm and hold his hand, even though he is not into physical touch, the way he just stares at me when I call his name, the way his eyes glow when he talks about his interests.

I want to have a cute relationship with him, kiss his face when I feel like it, hold his hand and walk around, call his name multiple times, hug him when i feel sad, play with his hair while he sleeps in my lap. I never thought I had a heart until I met him: my chest was always light and empty, like there was nothing at all, just a void, but when it comes to him, I feel like there's a hand, firmly gripping it, confirming it was always there, making it feel real. I kind of like this guy a lot.