Control is an Illusion!

I have always been someone with a strong personality and a authority person. And so, working for other people is nothing I could do or will ever do again. There is no question about it. I have to be my own Boss! For the last few years, this is exactly what I have been doing. Its my absolut dreamlife. But now its time for an upgrade, its not enough for me anymore, to work for myself. Because now I found something that is bigger then me. A heartproject and I know there are people out there, that need to hear what I have to say. That need my advice, my thought and guidance. I am talking about phone addiction. Which is getting worse each year. I will give an example. In china, there are hundreds of places where children are being send to, to heal from their internet addiction, because form all country in china its the absolut worse. Children and teenagers there, wear diapers while they play videogames, because they dont want to miss a second even and are so addicted, that they rather pee themselves. And so when I realised that the addiction everywhere is getting worse I decided that I had to do something. Which is why I am writing a book about it. But now I realised, for the kind of life I choose, and especially now, where I want to help others. Sooner or later I had to show my face, and share, and become a public figure. And it feels weird. I dont feal to excited about me becoming an influencer to reach my target group. Because A I dont want to be online to much. "makes sense" and B because my brain is scared. But its ironic. Because my mind is telling me, that I then wont have control of what people think of me, when I post those videos or pictures or whatever, but I and you, we NEVER had control over that. So I was just sitting and journaling about, what feelings hold me back. And that thought came out, the fear of not having control about what others might think, but thats so ridicoulos because again, nobody has control over that. And also I am a free person, and I can do whatever I want. If it helps at least one person, then I consider myself succesfull. Whatever you, my dear reader want to do in life, do it, and dont let anybody hold you back, because if you put all your heart in it, the people that your reaching and that are ready to receive your message will hear you and thank you. The world needs you, and your unique gifts and your unique thoughts. There are souls out there counting on you.

What is something you will share with the world?

Much Love @dreamlife_or_screentime