Many tests I have by the day. Tomorrow I will have a history test and I feel nervous because I have no preparation for it. Fortunately my friend do. What can I say .I play piano in the subway and I will never do it anymore. I feel so stressed. My crush refused me. I am so sad too. I think of him almost every day. Especially I am in tests. How long will these things go over. I will be a ugly people.