I haven't been on the beach for almost two years and I miss it more than anything in my life. I can't go there for some reason. I don't care much about other seashores.

It feels nostalgic to go there. I can't face my past, ... maybe. I watch seashore videos, oceans and sea sounds, but none of them have the same vibes that I get from the Persian Gulf.

It's a shame I can't get over my stupid stubbornness. I feel like I could give my life to get there and hug the waters as if we're one.

I can't express my feelings with words. I want to be a drop of water in the Persian Gulf. I miss it so dearly that I hope I die in it and never come back when my day comes.