Promises in the air

You flew like a dandelion,

too far away to be reached,

too far gone to be found.

I lost your voice in the crowd.

We used to laugh together.

I thought it'd be forever.

I miss the old days;

things will never be the same.

Drowning in the sea,

future hard to see.

Know, you won't console me,

neither will you hug me.

Our memories feel like a lie,

maybe it is my own desire.

Reality hurts like hell,

much more than I can tell.

Trapped in an endless cycle,

unable to break free.

What did I do to deserve this?

Wonder what is wrong with me.

Sorry for not being there.

You know I tried my best.

Your promises flew in the air;

I'm left alone in pain.

Now this chapter closes.

A new one will begin.

Moving on is all that's left?

Don't worry, I will try my best.