As the end of the year (Chinese New Year), I began to think about the plan for next year.

I have been working for one and a half years. When I first started working, I was always nervous and anxious because I had no experience in this job, which meant everything was difficult for me, and the salary was low. Therefore, I had to study hard to take over the projects handed over by my manager. To relieve the anxiety, I often drink sweet milk tea and eat a lot of food that I can’t digest. As expected, I got fast quickly--90 kilograms.

Finally, I’m qualified for this job, and my salary has increased. However, I feel lonely and bored with my life. In that time, the house for me is just a place to sleep; the place has no other functions. A few months later, we recruited more colleagues, and I gradually became less busy. So I ask a question for myself--What kind of life do you want to live? 

For myself, the meaning of life is to enjoy the lifestyle you chose, to get close to the person you love. For example, I have never played any instruments, although I really want to try them out(maybe no money to try...), or raise pets. 

Accordingly, I purchased the Switch2 and the projector to decorate my house, so that I can play The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom or watch the films I like. So far, I feel like I’ve come alive, and a touch of color has appeared in my life.

I also plan to do some exercises and learn an instrument, such as the ukulele, next year. This is my target for the new year: to have a more meaningful life.