My friend birthday is coming soon, and I think about it almost every day. She did many things for me before. She bought me concert ticket and also merch. These things mean a lot to me, not only because money, but because she think about me and care about me. I am still new in this country, so many things are unfamiliar to me. I don’t know many good place, restaurant, or fun thing to do.

When I think about plan her birthday, I feel confused and nervous. I want do something special for her, but I don’t know what is good or normal here. Sometimes I feel pressure because she did so much for me, and I feel I cannot give back same way. I worry what I do is not enough.

But inside my heart, I am very thankful for her kindness. She help me feel less lonely in place that is not my home. I hope she can understand that even if my plan is simple, my heart is real. I really want her birthday to be happy. I want her to feel how important she is to me, even if my English and my planning is not perfect.