I love table tennis. I started playing it back in high school, just for fun, and I quickly I fell in love with the game. At the time, I was the best — No one could beat me easily. I even remember skipping classes just to play.

But looking back, I realize I was just playing for the fun of it. I had no real technique — I'd just grab whatever racquet was available and play on instincts, like I was on autopilot mode. I didn't have good equipment either — mostly cheap racquets with worn-out and bad rubbers that could barely put any spin on the ball. And the funniest part? I didn't even watch professional matches back then. For me, it was just something to enjoy with friends.

The first time I stopped to watch an actual professional game, I was blown away. I remember being amazed by the speed, the precision, and the crazy spins the players could put on the ball . It looked like a whole different game. That moment completely changed the way I saw table tennis — it hit me that there was a whole world of technique behind every movement.

Then came university... and reality hit hard. I met people who played at a much higher level — way better than anyone I'd faced in school. Everything was different: the speed, the footwork, the spin they could generate. There was one guy in particular who was insanely skilled, from the way he served to how he hit the ball. I couldn't return a single one of his serves. At first, it was super frustrating. I went from being the best to feeling like one of the worst.

But, being the competitive guy I am, I didn't give up. Instead of getting discouraged, I started practicing more, watching tutorial videos, and basically studying the game. I really enjoy that feeling of making progress, you know?

These days, all I want is to join a club — a place with proper facilities, good tables, a coach to guide me, and people who take the game seriously. The problem is, training clubs around here are pretty expensive, and right now, I just can’t afford it. It’s frustrating, but I know that sooner or later, I’ll get there. It’s just a matter of time.

In the meantime, I keep playing however I can. Whenever there’s an opportunity, I’m there with a racquet in hand. Table tennis has become more than just a hobby — it’s a passion that pushes me, challenges me, and motivates me to keep getting better. And honestly, I have no plans of giving up anytime soon.