I've been sick this week. I've been worried about my sister who had surgery, and I've heard and seen missiles.

It's pretty chaotic, especially since we all live far from each other and are worried about each other. There's a nuclear site nearby no matter where we live. I'm staying with my niece and nephew so that I'm not alone during this time.

My sickness could be the result of suppressed stress or something. I've never had a flu like this before. Now, I'm bored lying down in bed the whole day or sleeping througy the pain.

It's my first time this week being able to look at my phone for this long. So, I'm grateful that I can write, that my eyes don't hurt, and that this website isn't blocked when I have almost no internet.