23.02.2025
English

23.02.2025

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daily life

The morning crept in, heavy and oppressive, like a thick fog rolling over the hills. It was one of those days that felt shrouded in an intangible gloom, where the sun seemed to have taken a day off. The sky wore a sullen grey, mirroring the melancholy that hung in the air like an unwelcome guest. I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders, as if I were carrying an invisible burden. I had to summon every ounce of positivity that morning, despite the dark clouds looming overhead. It was as if the universe had conspired to keep me in a state of melancholy, and I felt I wasn’t allowed to show my sadness; after all, there was no clear reason for it, yet the feeling lingered like a bad penny.

As soon as I stirred from sleep, I went through my morning routine almost on autopilot, pouring myself a steaming cup of tea, the only thing that could warm my soul on such a dreary day. Just as I took my first sip, the doorbell rang, heralding the arrival of my first student. He usually burst through the door like a breath of fresh air, eager to embrace new knowledge. But today, he was a shadow of his usual self. I greeted him with a warm smile, but I could sense the heaviness in the air had seeped into him too, like rainwater soaking into the ground.

He slumped into his chair, opening his book with a reluctant sigh, the sparkle in his eyes dimmed as if someone had pulled the plug on his enthusiasm. I watched as he struggled to engage, the weight of the day pressing down on both of us. Then, as if by some stroke of luck, something magical happened. As he turned the page and spotted pictures of birds, his eyes widened in wonder.

There was an owl, its round face framed by a ruff of soft feathers, its golden eyes gleaming with wisdom. The owl’s silent flight was legendary, and I could almost hear the whispers of the night as he described its ability to swoop down on unsuspecting prey, a master of stealth. Next, he pointed to an eagle, majestic and powerful, with its sharp beak and piercing gaze. The eagle’s wings spread wide, showcasing the intricate patterns of its feathers, each one a testament to its strength and grace. “Look at how it soars high above the mountains,” he exclaimed, his voice rising with excitement. “It’s like the king of the skies!”

Then there were the vibrant parrots, their plumage a riot of colours—emerald greens, fiery reds, and sunny yellows—each feather a brushstroke on nature’s canvas. “They can mimic sounds! Can you imagine?” he said, his passion igniting like a spark in the dark. It was as if the birds had swooped in to lift the veil of sadness, allowing a ray of sunshine to break through the clouds.

His face lit up, and with newfound energy, he began to share his knowledge about birds, his voice rising with excitement. It was infectious, and I couldn’t help but smile, feeling the gloom start to lift. “You know,” he said, “an owl can turn its head almost all the way around. It’s like they’ve got eyes in the back of their heads!”

After the class, he left with a bright smile, his spirits soaring like a lark. I remained behind, feeling a mix of relief and lingering melancholy. I prepared my bratwurst, the comforting aroma filling the kitchen, and then I reached out to my mum for a chat, seeking solace in her familiar voice. “A problem shared is a problem halved,” I reminded myself, hoping that a good natter would lighten my heart.

Before long, the second student arrived, and I hoped that perhaps today would be different for both of us—that we could shake off the shadows and embrace the light together.

The second class was about to begin. As the second student entered, the atmosphere shifted, as if the sun had slipped behind a thick curtain of clouds. He usually approached his studies with quiet determination, but today he seemed unusually withdrawn, as if he were carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders, each step heavy like lead.

I tried to engage him, asking him to complete simple tasks, such as reading letters, even if he couldn’t manage syllables. I could see his eyes flicker with uncertainty, like a candle struggling against a gust of wind. Despite my gentle encouragement, he remained silent, his lips pressed tightly together as if sealed with an invisible lock. It was disheartening; the silence wrapped around us like a heavy blanket, stifling the energy of the classroom. He wasn’t particularly active in his studies, but today felt different—like he was miles away, lost in a vast ocean of thoughts, adrift and alone.

Determined to reach him, I decided to give it a go and shifted my approach, opting for even simpler tasks. “Why don’t you stand up?” I suggested, hoping to break the ice that felt thicker than a Yorkshire pudding. He complied slowly, his movements hesitant and heavy, like a marionette with tangled strings. “Now, turn left… turn right,” I continued, and to my relief, he followed along, albeit with reluctance. I then asked him to write down a letter and then a word. I watched intently as he scribbled on the paper, the pen moving with a timid grace, like a hesitant dancer taking their first steps on stage.

“Now, can you read what you’ve written?” I prompted, my heart racing with anticipation, a drum pounding in my chest. But he merely stared at the page, his lips sealed tight, a fortress impenetrable. Frustration bubbled beneath the surface, but I reminded myself to keep a stiff upper lip and remain patient. I simplified the task further, asking him to repeat after me. “Just one word,” I urged, but again, he wouldn’t comply, the silence thickening like fog on a winter’s morning.

Minutes passed, each one stretching into what felt like an eternity, time slipping through my fingers like grains of sand. The weight of unspoken words hung heavily in the air, and I began to wonder if I would ever reach him. Just when I thought the lesson would drift into a sea of quiet despair, something miraculous happened. He took a deep breath, and to my astonishment, began to speak. His voice broke through the silence like a ray of sunshine piercing the clouds, warming the chilly atmosphere.

From that moment on, the class transformed. His words flowed more freely, and the tension that had filled the room dissipated, replaced by a sense of relief and joy, as if a storm had finally passed. We fell into a rhythm, discussing the tasks at hand and exploring the material together. It was as if a dam had burst, and I felt a wave of gratitude wash over me for this small victory we had achieved together. It was a classic case of “every cloud has a silver lining,” reminding me that even the darkest moments can yield unexpected light.

By the end of the session, he was engaged and participating as if the earlier silence had never existed. I couldn’t help but smile, feeling a deep sense of fulfilment. Sometimes, all it takes is a little patience and understanding to turn a challenging moment into a breakthrough. The experience reminded me of the profound impact we can have on one another, especially in the quiet moments that are often overlooked. After all, it’s the little things that count, and today, we had turned a corner together, proving that with a bit of perseverance, even the toughest challenges can be overcome.

After the classes, I dove into a bit of Duolingo, where I eagerly revised my German by immersing myself in vocabulary and grammar exercises that made the words come alive. I also ventured into the fascinating world of Finnish, discovering new phrases and grappling with its unique pronunciation. It was a delightful way to unwind after a busy day, and I felt like I was really making strides—truly a case of killing two birds with one stone!

Then the snow has fallen and went on wirling I stepped out of my little house on the edge of Bregenz Enkheim, and the cold hit me right in the face—proper freezing, it was. The snow had come down overnight, covering everything in this thick, fluffy blanket, and it was still coming down, big fat flakes drifting lazily like they had all the time in the world. The rooftops were sagging under the weight of it, and the chimneys were puffing out little clouds of smoke that curled up into the gray sky. The streets, usually buzzing with people and cars, were dead quiet, like the snow had put the whole place under a spell. “Bloody freezing out here,” I muttered, wrapping my scarf tighter and shoving my hands deep into my pockets.

I started walking down the lane toward the Enkheimer Ried, the snow crunching under my boots. The trees were all frosted up, their branches heavy with snow, like someone had dusted them with icing sugar. The air was sharp and clean, with that faint smoky smell you only get in winter. My breath came out in little clouds, and I couldn’t help grinning.

As I walked, I passed the old church, its steeple sticking up above the rooftops like it was keeping watch. The snow had smoothed out all its edges, making it look almost dreamy. A bunch of kids were already out, laughing and shouting as they rolled snowballs and tried to build a snowman that was leaning dangerously to one side. One of them waved at me, and I waved back, feeling a little glow inside despite the cold. “Looks like they’re having a right laugh,” I thought, smiling to myself.

When I got to the edge of the Enkheimer Ried, the fields stretched out in front of me, all white and untouched, like a blank page. The snow was deeper here, and my boots sank in with every step, making that satisfying *crunch* sound. I stopped for a second, just listening. It was so quiet—just the sound of my boots, the occasional rustle of a bird taking off, and the distant rumble of a train somewhere in the hills. “Quiet as a mouse,” I whispered, even though there was no one around to hear me.

I stood there for a bit, thinking about how much I love winters like this. The snow just seems to wipe away all the noise and stress, leaving behind this calm, simple beauty. It’s the little things, you know? Like the way the sun catches on the icicles hanging from the eaves, or the first sip of hot chocolate at the café in the square. “Makes you feel right as rain,” I thought, even though I knew I’d be moaning about the cold by tomorrow.

As I turned to head back, I spotted someone in the distance walking a dog. The dog was bounding ahead, tail wagging like mad, leaving a trail of paw prints behind it. The person—a woman, I realized as I got closer—was all bundled up in a big coat and scarf, her face barely peeking out from under a woolly hat. She gave me a quick smile as she passed, and I nodded back, feeling that little spark of connection you get when you’re both out in the same quiet, snowy world. “Lovely weather for ducks,” I said with a grin, though she was already too far away to hear.

By the time I got home, my fingers were numb, and my nose felt like it might fall off. But I didn’t care. I stood on my doorstep for a minute, just looking out at the snow-covered street, the rooftops, the trees. Bregenz Enkheim in winter feels like it’s from another time, like the world’s gone soft and kind for a little while. As I stepped inside and shook the snow off my boots, I couldn’t help feeling grateful for mornings like this—for the snow, the quiet, and the little bit of magic it brings. “Blimey,” I said to myself, “it’s a proper winter wonderland out there.”

At home, I found myself immersed in the vibrant world of Agar.io, a digital expanse where survival is the ultimate pursuit, and every moment pulses with adrenaline. The match commenced like a familiar dance, my cell gliding through a kaleidoscope of colors, voraciously consuming the smaller cells that flitted by, all while deftly evading the ominous shadows of larger predators lurking nearby.

As I expanded, the thrill of the chase transformed into something unexpected—I spotted another cell of similar size, a fellow wanderer in this chaotic arena. Rather than succumbing to the usual cutthroat frenzy, we began to circle one another, an unspoken truce weaving between us like a fragile thread of trust.

In those initial moments, our alliance was cautious, each movement deliberate as we protected one another from the looming threats that surrounded us. Together, we launched coordinated strikes against our rivals, a harmonious blend of strategy and instinct. With time, our connection deepened, evolving into a silent understanding; when one of us split to devour a smaller cell, the other stood vigilant, guarding against lurking dangers. And when a monstrous cell approached, we executed our dance with precision, splitting and recombining to evade the peril that threatened to engulf us.

What began as a mere partnership blossomed into a genuine camaraderie. We shared our resources willingly, sacrificing fragments of ourselves to help the other flourish. The chat box became our sanctuary, a conduit for our simple yet powerful exchanges—“team?” and “thanks!”—each word a testament to our growing bond as we ascended the leaderboard together.

Yet, in the end, victory eluded us; a massive cell, unforeseen and relentless, caught us in its grasp. But in that fleeting moment of teamwork and trust, we discovered that the true triumph lay not in winning, but in the connection we had forged amidst the chaos. As our cells dissolved into the vast void, a smile graced my lips, a quiet acknowledgment that even in the fierce competition of Agar.io, friendship could not only survive but thrive, shimmering brightly against the backdrop of a digital battlefield.

After playing some online battles, I couldn’t miss the chance to have a conversation with my Russian teacher. She was happy today. Her son had given her a present—a new phone—and she couldn’t resist sharing the good news with me.

Then she went to have some tea, and I talked with her husband. Her husband is a kind old man who loves good humour. Sometimes he picks up some German from me, and when he does, he becomes particularly joyful. Haha! Well, German reminds him of his school years, and he loved the subject. He used to get A’s in German back at school.

Then, in the evening I had an Italian class. We read Italian poetry more to relax than to study. After Italian watched some YouTube and went to bed. P.S. I need to stop watching short videos on YouTube. They make me stupid again.

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