Invader
English

Invader

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health

I recently was diagnosed with cancer and wrote the following to vent about the invader. (English is my native language, so I’m not seeking corrections or edits.)

You came in the night,

an uninvited guest,

storming the sacred temple

that once gave life,

embraced pleasure,

nurtured hope,

and received the seeds of love.

How dare you,

despicable invader?

Do you seek to steal my breath,

to silence the dreams I hold?

Don’t you know

I long to sing, to dance, to love?

To breathe in the sweet air,

to taste the kiss of my love,

feel his arms as they cradle me,

hear his voice,

warm against my heart?

Leave me be.

Go now, I beg you.

I’m fighting for my life.

I won’t let you take it.

I will hate you with every ounce of strength,

if you make my daughter cry,

if you rob her of the warmth of my arms,

the comfort of my love.

If you leave her alone

in unbearable grief,

yearning for a mother's touch.

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