A lover who will never be by my side
English

A lover who will never be by my side

by

romance
love

I wouldn't ask, I wouldn’t suffer,

I wouldn’t call it anyhow,

And when the pain is getting tougher,

I’m wishing only you, my love,

And when the deepest dark of evil,

Destroyed my soul, left emptiness,

Oh, beautiful, beloved, sun-given,

You saved me from the dying nest,

I didn’t care about war and peace,

I didn’t beg, for sure didn't search,

I wanted death, from weak and years,

To see cold bodies, in the church,

When I was drunk, from stinging tears,

And prayed my sins, like a lonely monk,

I saw your face, removed my fears,

I made my step, I heard the gong

And in this darkness, finally saw,

The lonely picture on the wall, 

This painting wasn’t a simple one,

We stood together, laughing, free,

You universe, my burning sun,

I prayed for you, this endlessly,

I know, it was a moment, minute, 

Right now you're with a holy man,

Fate showed the light, I'd never seen it,

Routine destroyed my insane plan,

Oh, shadow, perfume, sweetest glance,

I’m on my knees, unbreaking power,

I’m captive of the tender hands,

You take my soul, my pain, my cover.

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