Sometimes I get so jealous of people and I don't know what to do with it. I am jealous of what they have, what they are and their lives. How did they get this lucky, how can they have the things I want so easily? Isn't it so weird you cannot get a chance to shape your life the way you want no matter how hard you work for it? But some people are given the option to live that life and they don't even have to do anything to have it. They just exist and they get the opportunity to create their lives with their own choices. They are free to make choices. It really sucks to be me sometimes and I feel sad about my life and how unlucky I am.