Several days ago, I talked with a psychologist. I talked a lot about my apathy, low motivation, and misunderstanding of my wishes. I asked her: Why am I not feeling sure about my future profession? Likewise, I want to be sure of 100%, but if this feeling is not there, I have nothing to do with my goal. It looked as if a small child was naughty. After analyzing our conversation, I realized it. I'm an infantile person, who gives responsibility for others and does not finish tasks. Now I intend to change it. I believe that I can do it.