January 2nd, 2023

Happy new year!

Today was an awful day. I was cleaning all day. I am exhausted. Also I wanted to share something special for me with my best friend, but he always puts his family first than me. I feel really sad because I didn't see him around a month. I wanted to talk with him but he just could give me an hour because he had to go with his grandparents.

I am not trying to be anoying but I think I decerve a little bit of his time too. This situation breaks my heart.

In other hand, I want to be consistent on writting an English journal. I hope I could write a German journal, also Japanese journal! Why not?

January 3rd, 2023

My parents returned to house today. They visited their family and celebrate the Holidays.

I had the responsability of tak care my sister and the house.

It was fun and a little bit stressing. Once you taste liberty, It's hard to return to your routine.

January 4th, 2023

Finally I talked with my high school (now ex-) friend. I cause many problems to him, I am not proud about that. We decide to cut off all comunication and try to heal our hearts. I don't feel pain about this topic anymore, maybe I needed to be listened and empty my heart.

I hope he could forgive me soon. At least, someday.

I didn't meant to hurt him.