Old age is rather bad, as you don’t have much health and energy. Love, great dreams, and big opportunities are far behind. However, there is one excellent thing; you have much more time to do what you want without any goals and a need to hurry all the time. Frankly speaking, I don’t sure it’s really good but I have pleasure and I´m happy to write in English again and I feel I miss my journal and I don’t feel guilty that I did nothing for a rather long period of time except listening. Yes, I won’t have very good results but is it so important now?