Until now I haven't known what my strengths are. I merely can be able to do/learn all the things normally and can not reach to the high level to be an expert. I do know I have to cultivate my knowledge everyday but it's still somewhat impassable.

My life is like a previously arranged process like going to school --> going to work and there is no change at all.

I don't even have any hobbies like playing sports … It's so tedious.

I always try to do/learn new things but it only lasts for a short while, then I give it up.

Is there something that motivates me? or I myself have to find the answer.