Today I choose honesty
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Today I choose honesty

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daily life
family

Hello, guys!

I don't wanna look like an idiot but maybe I don't like my family too much. I shouldn't say it, right? I know, but let me explain it.

First thing first, I don't hate them. Not completely. Sometimes we’re having a good moment, we're all laughing etc. However, sometimes they say things that make me think: Shit! How can you be so racist?

What it’s fascinating about all this is: I am I and they are they. How can it be possible? Because they took care of me all my life but I’m different - sometimes I’m very similar and it annoys me - but in general, I’m different of them.

When I’m sad or just tired of all this bullshit they’re always saying I think that I want to be alone, because I like to be alone, in silence…but I’ll be honest with you when I’m silence I stay saying things in my mind so I’m never silence. Then, how can I say that I really like to be in silence if I probably never did it before?

It isn't a great post, but I just wanted to write about this stuff. Thank you for reading!!

-R

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