Thinking, thinking, thinking

I've been thinking a lot lately

Why do I feel like this?

It's hard to explain, I don't even understand myself

Dreams, ideas, feelings and more

It can be overwhelming

Not knowing where to go, what to do

Decisions, decisions, decisions

I have to decide, I have to choose

I don't want to lose

But don't get confused, it's not what you think

I don't want to lose myself, I don't care about the rest

Why are all these thoughts in my head?

Why can't I just stop thinking about everything so deeply?

Is there something wrong with me?

It has always been like this?

I should have seen it before

Not now when I feel like I'm out of control